UNDER CONSTRUCTION!!!!!! This life is fatefully & most indefinantly crazy. I'm overwhelmed at the vastness of this life. The complete sound of living. I picture it to be something like wind chimes. They are nothing, when just hanging there. They're almost, almost ugly. But then, the wind, and a sound.... I wonder if our lives are like that. I wonder, if that's why I am constantly longing to feel the wind on my face. I don't want to be in a stagnent place of just 'being'. It's not that i'm afraid to be silent, or afraid to be still. I think i'm afraid to just wake up one day and feel normal. I want to be living in some other world, where the simplicity of life overtakes everything. Where time doesn't exsist, but where I can find strength & courage & hope that will stand the test of time. And when the wind blows, I will actually make a sound, something beautiful, something that screams, 'I'm alive.' I'm truly alive. I wonder if we all want that.....even if it only be in our minds.